Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes.... Pt 2

So i have decided.

I'm going to try and get out before I'm pushed out.

Its hard.

I don't like job searching.

I don't like having to tailor my resume for each position.

I don't like that my current role can't really be explained in anyway to make it seem like it is more then what it is on paper. On paper, my job experience sucks.

I don't like having to sell myself. I can't sell myself.

I don't like feeling like I'm less then what i am, because I'm not a fantastic salesperson of myself.

I don't like feeling like I'm just out of school again.

I don't like that my current boss can't see that his attitude towards all the hoopla at work is affecting all of us, and not in a positive way.

I don't like being lied to, and made to feel like i should worry about my current role.

I don't like that there isn't a change all option in spell check on here.

I don't like that my husband is being less then helpful with all this, cause it doesn't affect him. YET.

I don't like that people are all saying, i have been offered jobs here, there and everywhere. What about me? I work billions harder then them, (and complain less at work) and just cause I'm not a geek, i get nothing? Whats that about?

I don't like the idea of having to start over. I am one of those freaky people that would work at the same company for my entire work career, if i could.

I am leaning more and more closer to liking the idea of change though.

Hey Jude

Have you ever had one of those songs that just keeps coming up in your head over and over?

Not like one of those annoying songs like this.

But a good song, that you may have heard only once or twice, but its just stuck in your mind, like its supposed to mean something, or be a sign or something..?!!?

This song has been playing in my head for the last few weeks.

I even woke up with it playing in my mind this morning.

I'm not a huge Beatles fan, not that i don't think that they are great and awesome, they are.

Its just it wasn't the music that i was bought up on, so have only ever heard it here and there.

This song came on the radio at work and it hasn't left me at all.

Below are the lyrics and i have bolded the two sections that just pop out to me.

Anyway, hopefully, i 'get the message' and everything works out.

Hey jude, dont make it bad.

Take a sad song and make it better.

Remember to let her into your heart,

Then you can start to make it better.

Hey jude, dont be afraid.

You were made to go out and get her.

The minute you let her under your skin,

Then you begin to make it better.

And anytime you feel the pain, hey jude, refrain,

Dont carry the world upon your shoulders.

For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool

By making his world a little colder.

Hey jude, dont let me down.

You have found her, now go and get her.

Remember to let her into your heart,

Then you can start to make it better.

So let it out and let it in, hey jude, begin,

Youre waiting for someone to perform with.

And dont you know that its just you, hey jude, youll do,

The movement you need is on your shoulder.

Hey jude, dont make it bad.

Take a sad song and make it better.

Remember to let her under your skin,

Then youll begin to make it

Better better better better better better, oh.

Na na na na na ,na na na, hey jude...