Dentists

So i had a terrible tooth ache yesterday.
So bad that it went up to my eye and my jaw was chattering uncontrollable.
I ended up taking the maximum amount of panadeine plus and the pain was still there.
It was fun.

So when i woke up today and was still pain that husband decided i should go to the dentist.

I HATE THE DENTIST. I hate the smell and the sucking thing and the scraping and EVERYTHING.

So anyway, I'm writing this with half my face numb and even though i feel like I'm drooling i don't think i am, and my tongue is all tingly and i don't like it at all anymore.

I have to go back next week. I want to go back, cause the lady was kinda nice.

But i don't want to be a drop face.

Oh and i had to take out my tongue ring at the dentist. Have you ever tried doing that while your hands AND tongue is shaking and with a numb half a face? Yeah, not easy.


***UPDATE***
So i went to work yesterday, and was filled to the brim with pain pills. The good stuff. Well, the good stuff i could buy over the counter, cause even though i went to the dentist IN pain, and ALL they did was take an xray, lecture me, and clean my teeth, THAT DID NOTHING ONCE THE NUMBNESS LEFT!! Awesome work there. Just awesome.

Anyway, yesterday, i bought forward my appointment from Thursday week to Monday, which is better.

But then.... I think i took too many pills, cause all it did was make me light headed and kinda shaky... That's not good... And even though i asked my twitter followers:

So apart from maybe dying, ummm, what happens when you take too many pain killers? Light headedness and strange arm feelings? That's me.

NO ONE TOLD ME!!

Awesome again.

So last night, i was still taking the pills after stopping for a little while, until i felt normal. And nothing. No change in the pain.

I ended up falling asleep on the couch, but then when i woke up (and brushed my teeth for the second time that night :) ) pain again. Lots of pain. Enough pain to make me cry and the husband feel real sorry for me.

Yes, I'm a wimp.

So i ended up waking up at least 4 times in pain, and would get up, take a pill, wait til it worked and then go back to bed.
This morning when i woke up? I had run out of pills. SUCKS.

So i made an appointment with another dentist, so they can actually help me. I want to buy more pain pills, but i didn't like the light headedness, and i hope they don't numb my face today.

Sigh.

Ps. i have already cried from pain this morning.

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes.... Pt 2

So i have decided.

I'm going to try and get out before I'm pushed out.

Its hard.

I don't like job searching.

I don't like having to tailor my resume for each position.

I don't like that my current role can't really be explained in anyway to make it seem like it is more then what it is on paper. On paper, my job experience sucks.

I don't like having to sell myself. I can't sell myself.

I don't like feeling like I'm less then what i am, because I'm not a fantastic salesperson of myself.

I don't like feeling like I'm just out of school again.

I don't like that my current boss can't see that his attitude towards all the hoopla at work is affecting all of us, and not in a positive way.

I don't like being lied to, and made to feel like i should worry about my current role.

I don't like that there isn't a change all option in spell check on here.

I don't like that my husband is being less then helpful with all this, cause it doesn't affect him. YET.

I don't like that people are all saying, i have been offered jobs here, there and everywhere. What about me? I work billions harder then them, (and complain less at work) and just cause I'm not a geek, i get nothing? Whats that about?

I don't like the idea of having to start over. I am one of those freaky people that would work at the same company for my entire work career, if i could.

I am leaning more and more closer to liking the idea of change though.