I'm sure everyone goes through this 'thing' at one time or another, and now is just my time.
I have been at work lately, and i have started thinking about 8 years ago...
I wanna go to Penrith Plaza for one more late night shopping.
I wanna to Panthers and Krispy Kreme for just one more Saturday night Hulk drinking session.
I wanna go to Mt Druitt Westfields, just to see how much its changed since i last went there.
I wanna go to hang out with my older friends when we had no worries and we just did nothing, but everything at the same time.
I wanna just go back to then, and i don't know, i know in my mind, I'm expecting the world to be good again, and everything to be safe and no worries and all that junk.
I want to have one more night driving around and playing pool and watching movies with no rush on when the night had to be over.
I want to know that i can stay up all night and not have to worry about needing to be up for a certain time to have enough energy for work.
I want to go shopping with no concern about rent or credit cards or bills. I want to be able to buy presents for my family and friends and have no limit on how much i can spend on any of them.
And then i think about 8 years from now...
I hope to have travelled, overseas at least twice.. hopefully not always for the snow..
I hope to have paid off most of my debt, and not to have added to it.
I hope to have purchased some real estate, or at least have enough money for a deposit.
I hope that i will have a job that i am happy in and not bored by or frustrated by every day.
I don't know if i want kids by then, but if i did have one/some then i hope they are happy and make me happy.
If i could do and have all that, just one more time, i will be content.
Oh, and PS. I'm being told that Penrith is misspelt... It is not, although I'm sure people from Penriff would disagree.