Pain.

I hate when people are sick.

Not sick as in the flu, but really sick.

Like knocking on deaths door sick.

I hate it even more when its family.

I hate not knowing what i can say or do and not being able to feel.

I hate feeling empty.

Empty of emotions except sorrow and pain.

I hate when you know its going to happen, but don't know when.

But i would also hate to know when as well.

I hate that we all have no control over it.